Thursday, 13 October 2011
Happy^^ and Frustrated :x
PHEWW !! Today , i broke up with Jack , because i can't take it anymore ... I quarreled with Illfa and she said it was just a joke . What the ? Can you even take this joke ? She is being so mean ! But nevermind .I dun give a fvck about her . XD So after awhile we patch .. He ask for it . I still like him . I ask for break and Jack was like , okay .. Then Aisa , Zarreen and I , walk to the gate to go out of school . Before walking out , i cried and i hugged Aisa . Blondelle(Angelo Gf) , Zalynn and Aiko came to me and ask i just keep quiet .. We walk away and we hang around ..... Make me quite happy XD That's all for today ! XD
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Knew bad things bout besties ,
Today , I was with my boyfriend and Illfa and Jetaime(illfa bf) , Ryfa and Aisa . We were near the first floor toilet in school . I just a kiss from my boyfriend I bet with Illfa that is i kiss My bf which is Jack , if i kiss him on the lips , she will gave to . So she bet and it was a okay . I kiss and he turn away because he was talking to jetaime . I kiss again and i told her it's her turn . She didnt repl me back ... So i said again , she said it's public . I was like what the fuck . I walk away with Aisa and Ryfa . Then we walked to freztea . A shop that sells food and drinks . When we were near there , Jetaime and Illfa hug while walking . I thought it was public and she cant ? Ryfa went back home so Aisa and I were like what the fuck is wrong with her . I found out that illfa told Jack that , "i thought of helping you to get closer with isabel(which is me), i will try my best . If not you will have to stead with that girl which is Aisa ." She is a best of mine and she is so mean . Last time she wasn't like that ... Then , thay force me to kiss Jack . Is love about this ? Love is about kissing each other touching each other ? No right . That means , she dun understand what is love and she think that it should be like that . She is being an extra to other people relaytionship . Have she ever thought if i were the one who do that to her , how would she feel ? How would i feel ? How would Aisa feel ? She is so mean . That is what friends is not about . Illfa is trying to get close to me and forgetting about Ryfa and Aisa . Because i am one of the girlfriend among Jack , Jetaime and Angelo 'gang'. They are best friend .. So yeah .. Is so bad to know the truth some times . But , God made this happen to us to see how would we react . Our future , now , past is like a picture frame . Once you paint it , it is hard to repair it . Whenever you paint it , is either you pan it or you didn't . Some people are fickle minded, following friends , some are plan properly , some planned but didn't work . That is why life is like this ... That is why friends are important when you friend this person , how you are influenced by .... Life is always unfair ..
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
11/10/11
Hey guys , It's been so long since i blog . I been preparing for my exams . (PSLE) Now , I am free . i try to be like last time to blog everyday . ^^ It's been really tough to be prepared . Once PSLE end , it will be the beginning for us . I been through a lot of process .. I learn to be strong . Now i met a guy and we started to be together on 28/9/11 . IT happen alot of things from this days .. I cant get through it . nobody understands me . Soemone could , he cant it is really been a sad story . . But , it's great now . ^^ Blogg !!!
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