Happy^^ and Frustrated :x

PHEWW !! Today , i broke up with Jack , because i can't take it anymore ... I quarreled with Illfa and she said it was just a joke . What the ? Can you even take this joke ? She is being so mean ! But nevermind .I dun give a fvck about her . XD So after awhile we patch .. He ask for it . I still like him . I ask for break and Jack was like , okay .. Then Aisa , Zarreen and I , walk to the gate to go out of school . Before walking out , i cried and i hugged Aisa . Blondelle(Angelo Gf) , Zalynn and Aiko came to me and ask i just keep quiet .. We walk away and we hang around ..... Make me quite happy XD That's all for today ! XD

Knew bad things bout besties ,

Today , I was with my boyfriend and Illfa and Jetaime(illfa bf) , Ryfa and Aisa . We were near the first floor toilet in school . I just a kiss from my boyfriend  I bet with Illfa that is i kiss My bf which is Jack , if i kiss him on the lips , she will gave to . So she bet and it was a okay . I kiss and he turn away because he was talking to jetaime . I kiss again and i told her it's her turn . She didnt repl me back ... So i said again , she said it's public . I was like what the fuck . I walk away with Aisa and Ryfa . Then we walked to freztea . A shop that sells food and drinks . When we were near there , Jetaime and Illfa hug while walking . I thought it was public and she cant ? Ryfa went back home so Aisa and I were like what the fuck is wrong with her . I found out that illfa told Jack that , "i thought of helping you to get closer with isabel(which is me), i will try my best . If not you will have to stead with that girl which is Aisa ." She is a best of mine and she is so mean . Last time she wasn't like that ... Then , thay force me to kiss Jack . Is love about this ? Love is about kissing each other touching each other ? No right . That means , she dun understand what is love and she think that it should be like that . She is being an extra to other people relaytionship . Have she ever thought if i were the one who do that to her , how would she feel ? How would i feel ? How would Aisa feel ? She is so mean . That is what friends is not about . Illfa is trying to get close to me and forgetting about Ryfa and Aisa . Because i am one of the girlfriend among Jack , Jetaime and Angelo 'gang'. They are best friend .. So yeah .. Is so bad to know the truth some times . But , God made this happen to us to see how would we react . Our future , now , past is like a picture frame . Once you paint it , it is hard to repair it . Whenever you paint it , is either you pan it or you didn't . Some people are fickle minded, following friends , some are plan properly , some planned but didn't work . That is why life is like this ... That is why friends are important when you friend this person , how  you are influenced by .... Life is always unfair ..

11/10/11

Hey guys , It's been so long since i blog . I been preparing for my exams . (PSLE) Now , I am free . i try to be like last time to blog everyday . ^^ It's been really tough to be prepared . Once PSLE end , it will be the beginning for us . I been through a lot of process .. I learn to be strong . Now i met a guy and we started to be together on 28/9/11 . IT happen alot of things from this days .. I cant get through it . nobody understands me . Soemone could , he cant it is really been a sad story . . But , it's great now . ^^ Blogg !!!

Forget to blog ytd .. Nothing really happen . So , i didn't blog . So , sorry . :'(

I had fun and i played with chloe , elvie , rachel . really fun , i am really enjoyed  We were crazy . Elvie was just watching us . cos , he is still a 2- years old child . We sang , dance , take some picture . FUn ! i wanted more this days because i could hardly think of him when i really had fun . Isabel<3

Hahas ! Finally , Sorrows are swayed away and now , he etche din my memory . He is part of my heart that contains more than others . We are impposible .. So , i needa find another boii , which i did it already . Maybe i will forget about him . So erm , God blees me !:D

I cried when i saw you . I was with Illfa . I saw you and i was very delighted but, not the way it should be . I went to the toilet and let out one of my tears and i went out the toilet washing my hands . forget to wash my tears and i was crying again  Illfa saw ad she was shocked . i send her home and saw you . But you looked at me and ran to the west coast plaza overhead bridge . i wonder why ? i was in love with another guy . But thank you . Now , i understand love . Really , the more you like , the more hurt you have . i was on the phone , i saw you and i almost let out my tears but , i saw you running, delivering food . i was like , i didn't want to see you like that . But , i let my tears drop when i reach home . Maybe i am really in love with you , deeply . I want to stop , but i cant . i remember the happy moments but when it come to an end , i cried . I wish i didn't stead with you .i wanna be a friend of yours . But , my fade with you just end like that . I wish our friendship and love could last longer . but , i didn't thought that it's so short . I wanna talk to you , touch your hair , listen to your funny words . Listen to your dao li . i wanted you . My love to you cannot describe . I lied to all my friends that i didn't like him , especially , Yan ting .. Sorry , i didn't mean to , i hope you will forgive me . nobody knows that i am still in love with him . But if you see my blog you will know . Maybe you dunno who the person is . I really like you . i have a feeling when i saw you but i ermm , cant describe it . I wish i could forget you .. I will be crying all over again ..

I love him ! ^^

I fall in love with him so fast .. Maybe i dun really like him .. As i think i still cared about someone .. I dunno who izzit , but i am clear that i like him . That's all i want to know if he likes me anot . Sigh , He sure wont accept .. We seldom see each other and not quite know each other .. Maybe that's the reason why . Hahas . Let's see than . Hmmm .. That Jamie also dunno write what to him .. I must ask Either him or her . LOl !